And never open up because we scared to get close
I’ve been losing everybody I believed in
I said we always seem to run from those that love us the most
[Outro]

In a world so fake I just need something that’s real
And I never understood how you could treat me so heartless
Anxiety is suffocating me, I’m barely breathing
Hoping that the rain just stops cause it reminds me of the day you said you leaving
Cause I know what it’s like to lose a person you love in
I just pushed away cause I drew a line and you crossed it
Cause I just can’t decide between loving you or myself
I’m still a sinner, I’m losing myself, I need a sign
What it’s like to lose somebody you love
I know what it’s like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know
I needed space, I needed love, I needed time
It’s prolly this empty Colt 45 that’s numbing the pain inside
Crossing out my exes and ex-ing out all my loses, I know

I just can’t help but wonder if you think of me still
I’m coping with the pain
And we never open up because we scared to get close
Cause they hurt you so bad that you’re not the person you was
I’ve been dying to live, the devil’s shooting to kill
Cause you left me when I needed you most
And I know what it’s like to lose yourself to the drugs
Until I realized that you just needed mine
I’ve been feelin’ like someone else lately
And I know what it’s like to have to let go of someone
Look, I know I ain’t been myself lately
Yeah, I know what it’s like to lose a person you love in
I know what it’s like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know
We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping that it lasts
They won’t ever feel what I feel
See, I’ve been losing my mind
Yeah, I know what it’s like to lose a person you love in
That’s what I mean by "loving you never helps"
Cause truthfully I ain’t felt lately
We always seem to run from those that love us the most
We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping that it lasts, we just hoping that it lasts