And I have this dream where I’m screaming underwater
And it’s 4 a.m.
Again
When I’ve bored myself to tears

But then we laugh until it disappears
And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
And I’ve been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad
While my friends are waving from the shore
For a kid a year older than me
Again

And that’s just how I feel

And I woke up in my childhood bed
And I don’t need you to tell me what that means
I don’t believe in that stuff any more

Jesus Chris, I’m so blue all the time
Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself
Always have, and I always will
I’m singing at a funeral tomorrow
Jesus Christ, I’m so blue all the time
And last night I blacked out in my car
I always have and always will

And that’s just how I feel
And I’m doing nothing
When I remembered, someone’s kid is dead
Always have, and I always will
When I think too much about it, I can’t breathe
I always have and always will
I have a friend I call