I came a long way, why you lookin’ upset?
Look, hold up, hold up, wait a minute, please
Drive my own car, I don’t like the valet
I’m doin’ me, I don’t care where the scene’s at
I’m prolly not what you thought
I’m tryna paint a picture, get the vision, you ain’t hear it yet, woo!
Guess I don’t know what to say
You don’t compare to my level of thinking, so why do you think you compare to my energy, huh?
I give it all that I got
Girl told me I should get it together and get out the dark
I leave it all on the stage
I’m tryna give her my heart
And I’m gone, wanna call me a no name, what!? Poof!
I’m sick of people tellin’ people I’m here ’cause of marketing dollars, oh
Now they see me out here movin’ up
Even when talkin’ to God
I always put up my guard
Guess I don’t know what to say
I’ll get back to that when I make album four
Small circle, but the number’s growin’
Sit in my room and I plot
What is my purpose? Yeah
I think I’m learning, I am way more than what people might think when they look on the surface
Yeah, just went to Europe, they said the single is working
It don’t matter what you say to me
I mean, where do I start?
Less talking, I’ve been workin’ more
Comes out in the music I jot
I’ll be doin’ this at 83
I give it all that I got!
Wake up every morning thinkin’ I’ma have a bad day
That’s when I sit in my car, writin’ for hours until I can barely talk
Flow’s switchin’, I got ADD
I don’t smile in VIPs, you get mad like, "You know what I paid?"
Time change, yeah, I can’t adjust
Fame called me, I’m like, "How you doin’?"
I’ve been doin’ this since ABC’s
You don’t like me, that makes two of us
Losin’ it all, but I think that I’m okay
That is a question that I have been asking myself and it hurts
Last couple years, let’s recap
That’s convenient for me ’cause that’s how I live
I’m prolly not what you thought
I used to wear a lil’ tie with a black vest
I’m livin’ life in the fast lane
Hung up on him, I ain’t ready for it
Parked, then I go into my mind with an AK
Everything that I’m not
Yeah, I got people standing outside a bus screaming my name
I don’t come out and take pictures, they tell me I changed
Better me is what I’m workin’ towards
Who is involved? I don’t know, but I’m insane
You think that everything is gonna blow just ’cause you market it harder? No
Act like my image is hard
Feels like I’m fallin’ apart
I got my hands in everything, now they out here tryna get to me
I make a livin’ off of writin’ out my regrets
Shoot every thought in my head then it rotates
Yo, it’s who you are not who you was, oh my
Stop tryna lecture me
I used to walk on stage in a V-neck
Y’all judgin’, but we not in court, no, we not in court, oh Lord!
In the major leagues doin’ major things, don’t play with me, woo!
All I know is I’ll be doin’ this
I leave it all on the stage
All I know is things are moving quick
Try to give me feedback, I don’t really need that
Look, people ask me what the future is
Brain scatters when you play the beat
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I used to judge everybody that wasn’t like me ’til I learned it was wrong
I’m tryna think out the box, no!
‘Cause it’s prolly something I should already know but I don’t know it yet, I’m tryna grow as a person, woo!