Baby, I’ve been trying but you can’t feel the same
About me, baby
Plea for you, I do anything, I fuckin’ plea for you
[Pre-Chorus]
See I’m scared of being hurt and I’m scared of getting close

You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush
Die for you, I can’t be without you I would die for you
Yeah, I’ve just been so numb, it feels like nothing’s real
[Verse]

The more pain you go through, the harder it feel
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on

Nothing seems to cover up the pain
And even though I fuckin’ hate you, you have part of me still
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
Now I’m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin’ choke
About me, baby
My heart is cold that’s why I’m so sick of taking all these fuckin’ pills

Cause’ the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most
[Outro]
But it’s hard to know your worth when everything is broke
Baby, I’ve been trying but you can’t feel the same
Holding on doesn’t feel the same
Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us
I don’t ever talk about it much
[Chorus]
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I gave you everything, I’m just left with all of these pills
Holding on doesn’t feel the same
But I can feel my body start to fade
Why can’t you understand, I fuckin’ needed you
I’ve just been so empty, I can’t fuckin’ feel
Baby, baby, baby, baby
And the scars that we can’t see are the hardest to heal
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
I was in it til’ the end, you was in it for the rush
[Pre-Chorus]
Cry for you, I promised that I would never fuckin’ cry for you
Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain

I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
[Chrous]
Nothing seems to cover up the pain